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Title: The road to Darkness
Fandom: Avengers Movie Verse
Prompt: assault from my hc_bingo card
Word count: ~5100
Warnings: depression, PTSD, sexual encounter
Summary: Clint struggles to cope following his possession by Loki. Nat tries to help with almost disastrous consequences.
Disclaimer: I own nothing, the original character belongs to Stan Lee, the movie belongs to Marvel and Joss Whedon. This is just my story.
Authors Note: written for pennydrdful as part of be_compromised secret Santa. Thanks to whiskyinmind for the encouragement and beta, thanks to alphaflyer and shenshen77 for beta as well
Link to ff.net and AO3
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Anyone on a plus account?? I used to have an ad at the top and bottom of my screen. I now have one between EVERY entry! It's very annoying and I'm back to just using the iPhone app, which isn't great but at least no ads!
Is this another shitty Lj change to force people to get paid accounts?
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: I'll be there for youAuthor
: The NewsroomPairing:
: Bullet Wounds from my HC Bingo CardWordcount
: Someone gets shotSummary
: What happens when Will's stalker comes into the office and Maggie is her usual self.Disclaimer
: I own nothing, all characters belong to Aaron SorkinAN
: Thanks to whiskyinmind
for the beta.
Anyone else love Jewellery? Well whiskyinmind
and I decided we love it so much we want to make it, some 'normal'
stuff and some awesome fandom stuff.
We can make to order both colour and personalisation, if you are interested just drop me a comment or PM.
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Can someone teach me how to write a het sex scene that is sweet and loving? Slow and ssensual without being boring?
I can do frantic and hot but not sweet and loving :-(
I really want to make this my default icon!
A friend came to visit last week and we had so much fun watching movies, working on a website and just generally hanging out. I'm always so calm when we are together, I don't know why she has such an awesome effect on me but it's like a drug, it's so hard to leave and I'm counting the days till we meet up again!
Anyway, this icon that she made makes us both giggle like kids even though I know it means nothing to anyone else, say it to us and we won't be able to stop from cracking up :-)
Every once in a while a show comes along that makes me jump up and down.
Every once in a while a show comes along that makes me glad I'm a geek.
Every once in a while a show comes along that makes me care.
Right now, that show is The Newsroom.
Aaron Sorkin is a genius!
The season finale is AMAZING!
It has one of those moments in it that just makes you smile. Everything comes together and you the payoff you've been waiting for the whole season.
Thank you Aaron for yet another amazing show!
Meanwhile, the world goes on.Author: tortuousphoenixFandom
: Avengers Movie VersePrompt:
Self Harm from my hc_bingo cardWordcount
Self Harm funnily enough since that was the prompt & depression. Might be triggering for anyone suffering from these.Summary:
Clint gets lost in his own head as he attempts to deal with the aftermath of Loki's possession. He feels like Loki is still there, still inside him, still teasing him and he doesn't know what to do about it.Disclaimer:
I own nothing, the original character belongs to Stan Lee, the movie belongs to Marvel and Joss Whedon. This is just my story.( Fill below the cutCollapse )